The last few days I’ve been trying to make food as bland as possible to promote self discipline. Less salt, less spices, washing the spices off, mixing everything up so the whole dinner tastes exactly same and no variations, etc. Except mom made pizza yesterday. But getting back to routine again.
On a personal quest of some sorts. Even I don’t understand. But I need to focus a while.
Realised some things the past week. Going to take a big chance with life. Could be suicidal but at least it could end a deadlock.